its been 13 years...

TimE FlieS doent it....

it seem as though life runs fast when u want it 2 go slow...

haix...

i remember when i was just in kindergarden....

was bloody shy....

then made frens that would last until now...(ryan goh)....

learned that crying wouldnt get u everything...(but mostly anything...haha...)...

Then went 2 primary lo....

at first i was sent 2 yu hwa....

but destiny set me on a different course....

and put me on detour 2 bt.11....

and found a small lil skul perched in a quiet neighbourhood....

In there i studied 6 years....

Made A TON of friends..

saw a whole new breed of ppl....

snobs , kiss-ups ,betrayers,...

an of course....

real friends...

that NEVER abandon u.....

and learned that ....

WHEN GIRLS CRY....

IT MEANS HELL FOR BOYS...

haha...

THen on final year....

graduated...

envied how other ppl ould get every1's attention...

and how some ppl can just dissappear....

without even any1 knowing...

regreted not leaving my mark in that skul....

haix....

Then had 2 go secondary....

again..

envied how others could get their asses into private....

and got such good results without even trying....

but when i went there...

i suddenly understood...

destiny put me here because god wanted me 2 noe...

that money cant buy knowledge....

and really....

i found a ton of gems....

in this skul....

talented ppl....

that r destined for great things...

so now here i am...

barely made it through 1st year...

HAPPY 2010...

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

sing this song...100% can get ur girl....

hey there (insert name)whats it like new york city....

imma thousand miles away....

but girl 2night u look so pretty yes u do....

time square cant shine as bright as u...

i swear its true...

Hey there (insert name)dont u worry about d distance...

im right here if u get lonely give this song another listen ...

close your eyes...

listen 2 my voice its my disguise ...

im by ur side...

(chorus)

Oh its what u do 2 me....

Oh its what u do 2 me....

Oh its what u do 2 me....

Oh its what u do 2 me....

Oh its what u do 2 me....

Hey there(insert name) i know times are getting hard ..

but believe me girl someday i'll pay d bills with this guitar ..

we'll have it good...

we'll have d life we knew we would ...

my word is good...

Hey there(insert name)i've got so much left 2 say ..

if every simple song i wrote 2 u..

will take ur breath away..

i'd write it all...

even more in love with me u'd fall....we'd have it all...

(chorus)

a thousand miles seems pretty far...

but they've got planes and trains and cars...

i'd walk 2 u if i had no other way...

our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because ..

we know that none of them had felt this way...

(insert name) i can promise u ..

that by the time that we get through ...

the world will never be the same...

and ur to blame ....

hey there(insert name)...

u'd be good and dont u miss me ...

2 more years and u'll be done with school...

and i'll be makin history like i do...

u noe its all becoz of u...

we can do whatever we want to...

hey there(insert name) here's 2 u..

this 1's for u....

(chorus)....

********end*********

lyrics and song wrote by Plain White T's....

HIGHEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!

woohooo....

yesterday was like D BEST day...

whoa....

(i'm still high after so long)....

7.30p.m...

arrived....

damn many ppl....

then at first very boring d...

every1 shy shy d...

Then we all split into groups...

3 groups...

red,orange(my team...),and green...

After d prayer....

walao..

start 2 party liao...

at first play this game d...

have 2 line EVERYTHING WE GOT on the floor...

glasses,ties,belts,socks,shoes,jackets,wallets,coins...

anything goes...

Even got ppl take of shirt...

walao...

2 bad din take foto...

haix..

Then live band come jor...

wohooo...

the whole crowd WENT WILD !!!!

every1 dancing...

jumping...

ROCKIN MAN...

show u a video....

forgive d quality..if i put d actual 1 it would take FOREVER....soli...

god he's fast....

OMG....

u gotta go 2 google....

and search for this guy....

search twista....

just type twista...

and listen 2 ANY of his songs...

DAMN HE CAN RAP FAST!!!...

(he owns world record...11 syllabus per second...)

means...

he can say this sentence:

i love 2 at apples everyday.....

in one second....

WALAO...

U dun see lyrics u dunno what he rapping about lo....

u dun believe he's fast?

d player there got 1 song called sunshine...

if u think fast...

wait till u hear the rest...

that song considered slow edi....

she's d one....

i cant believe it...

i saw her...

at some sort of camp..

she was the most beautiful thing i saw....

everytime i looked at her....

she'd look back....

and smile......

and i'd smile back.....

we kept making eye contact....

then i walked up 2 her .....

talked 2 her....

for the first time....

i could look straight into her eyes....

and she could look into mine...

and suddenly i forgot all about my troubles....

and that everything was right in the world....

but after that long(and enjoyable) talk.

she walked away(coz last day oni)...

i suddenly remebered....

i forgot to ask for her name....

tried 2 find her....

i searched d entire camp...

and when i decided 2 give up....

she sat next 2 me...

and asked for my msn.....

i gave it 2 her....

i could c it in her eyes....

i could see happiness.....

just when i wanted 2 take a pic...

she walked away....

aww......

i wonder....

when am i going 2 see her again.....

when am i going 2 see those beautiful eyes.....

and when's d next time i'll get to look straight into her eyes.....

haix...

pain wont go .....

Its BeeN so damn long.....

some say its already a year ,.....

i've been through alot....

after what u did 2 me...

after u played me.....

treated me like a toy.....

u lied....

cheated....

stole..(my heart)....

and yet i still found a reason 2 love u ....

I finally had d guts 2 break u off....

stop thinking about u .....

stopped thinking of ways 2 get u back ....

threw away every thought of u .....

i managed 2 barely get u outta my mind....

i did everything....

A-Z....

even changed my tuition just so i wouldnt see u ......

But y....

Y u had 2 come back.....

just when i got rid of u ....

i rid myself of all pain...

i thought i was strong....

and yet.....

all u had 2 do ....

was tell me u also had changed tuiton .....

changed 2 same place....

and all of a sudden ....

The pain came back....

and hurt even more knowing that i wasted all my strength just 2 be hurt again.....

am i cursed with this ?

only destined 2 love but not be loved...?

u hit me.....

where it hurts most....

my fatal flaw.....

my undying passion......

haha...fun game....

hEY EvErY1....

ChEck OuT D GaMe at D BottOm......

(in case u r wondering ...No iT DoeSnT ScaRe u .....)

ClicK On Stuff around D offiCe....

And WatcH HoW d bOss Dies...haha....

Acheiving PeacE ThrougH CarToon VioLenCe....

haha.....

My NeW LooK....(NeRd)

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My......................

NeW....................

Specs>...................

Dunno......................

Whether .....................

D.............

Nerd..............................

Look..................................

suits me anot........................

haha.............

here's a pic.....

i need feedback!!!!!

pls comment!!!!

thx...

apologize....

i have smth to clarify....

u noe d video i upload....

about jonathan and "some1"...

its fake la...

(duh....)

Mui....

dun angry la....

its not real d lo...

but it just look like it ma...

dun angry la...

Let me have my fun la...

i'm not bullying u mui....

dun angry la...

(...pls.....)

me???...a b-boy???

ask u all la....

think i can be b-boy???

(b-boy=breakdance boy ....duh....)

Coz sebastian suddenly ask me 2 join his breakdance group....

it was so sudden ,,,,,,

dunno wat 2 do.....

but i accepted la....

But does it really fit my image????

do tell me....

pls.....

Im having an identity crisis.....

help!!!!

(shortest post yet....yeah!!!!)

yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ExaMS R OvEr.....

nO MoRe pResSURE....

CaN Go WHAteveR PlACe.....

Can Do WHAt Ever I want....

WheNEveR I WanT.....

IM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha....

dun get me wrong....

but i still miss those days:::::(though it was just yesterday....lol....)

i will always remember all those sweet memories ......

i made friends ......

i lost some 2 .....

i made a few brothers.....

i made a few sisters too....

but most off all.....

i found love.....(i said i found it ...didnt mean i had it....lol...)

I experienced alot this year....

u could say i went on a emotion roller-coaster....

i had my ups ....

and my downs....

i had my heart ripped out ....

and had it mended by an angel....

such a beauty she is.....

wish i could meet her again someday...

maybe make her mine....

if i could ....lol....

i oso learned a lot .....

i learned drums.....

bass.....

gave up on piano....(tore my mum's heart....wakaka)

learned that brothers dont just come from ur mother.....

and sisters can oso come lookin for u ......

oso learned that people that love u 2 much will hurt u ...

learned that time can heal anything.....

learned how 2 move on.....

learned when 2 give in.....

and learned how 2 forgive....

This memories will always stay in my heart ....

so here i stand alone.....

hoping next year is just as exciting as this year....

thanks 2 all my "kai mui".....

cares for me when i think no one else does.....

thx to my bro's .....

showing me a path when i think its a dead end.....

thx 2 d teachers ......

nt just d ones in class....

but those ive met in life....

thx for showing me d light in my darkest hour....

here are some pics(on top)....

along with its memories....

and a video....

lol...

WhAt ArE We???

we've been very good friends.....

we've known each other for a very long time....

we've known each other since like standard 5 or smth....

when we talked 2 each other for the first time....

we found out that we actually meet before....

wow....

it was fun....

back in standard 5 .....

we were like so good friends....

we laughed at each other's jokes....

when either of us felt like the world came crashing in...

one of us would tease another....

we would do anything ....

just see one of us smile......

Then Fate decided 2 seperate us....

but that didnt stop us......

we still kept in touch................

though we were far away.........

so are we just friends????

......................

Or are we meant for something more???

I miss U ...haha....

Its been 100 DayS Edi.....

SinCe I' vE LosT U .....

U may not know this...

BuT Do U KnoW HoW MuCh I MiSS u ....

We Spent So MUcH TImE 2gether.....

All My sweetest Memories R With U....

Y didn't i notice tat b4????

It was only when u left me....

that i learnt 2 cerish u ,.....

I regreted neglecting u .....

putting u in 1 side of the corner....

although i treated u like shite.....

U still stood by with me....

ThICk or thin....

I really miss u ....

but i cant wait for u anymore...

i'm gonna replace u soon....

but i'll never forget the sweetest memories we had.....

..........................

GoOdByE......

My DeAR............

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CellPHone............haha.......

Im Being ToLD TImE HeaLS EveryThiNG....
Im being told that dun fear.....
iF u HaVe A WOund....
It will HeAL....
Its JUSt A matter OF TimE....
BEfoRE ThE WouNd HEals......

AnD I BELIeVE MosT Of It....
Well...
I haD A WoUnD On My SkuLL....
It HAppenED LOng TimE Ago....
Now all 's TAt LEft is a ScaR......

So Time CAn HeaL a BRoKeN SkuLL.....
But Can iT HeAL A BrOKeN HEarT........

EvERy1 Says YeS.....
It Will HeaL....
...............................
But When???

<<<<::::The ICe CrEaM:::::>>>>>

It was a hot day....
a very hot day.......
I was outside..........

COz i haD some spare MonEy.....
i bought a ice cream.....
a normal 1 .....
The KinD from a ice cream vendor....

The ICe CreaM was not that special either....
JuSt a NorMaL OnE...
Vanilla FlavOuReD......
Single ConE....

Normally i would buy a ice Cream lIke ThiS everydAy...
I CoulD ReMeMbeR ThE TasTe....
BuT Strangely.....
It Tasted Different...
WAY MORE SWEETER....
it was like the most sweetest thing i've ever tasted.....

Couldnt Be The vendor....
coz it was the same guy....
could'nt be the ice cream....
coz it was the same brand.....

..........................
PeRhaps it WaS BeCoZ i ate it with SomE1 special.....
Some1 sweet....

Haix.....

So damn bored......
I ....
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T........
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H............
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D................
A.................
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!!!!!!!!

i thought it would be fun......
but....
It S.U.C.K.S.........!!!!!
CANT SEE THE GIRL.....
CANT SEE MY FRIENDS ......
CANT GO OUTSIDE......

SO DAMN BORED!!!!!
eVERYDAY ON9......
NOBODY ELSE ON9.....


PLAY DRUMS....
KEEP THINKING OF HER....

pLAY PIANO...
OSO KEEP THINKING OF HER.....

Arrrrrrrrghhhhh!!!!!!!
I miss her.....
I CANT KEEP MY MIND OF HER.....

AND THERE'S NOTHIN' I CANT DO ABOUT IT......
........ARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH........

WHEN WILL SCHOOL START??????
I WISH I HAD WINGS....
SO I COULD FLY 2 HER....
JUST 2 SEE HER FACE.....

I WISH I WAS SOME1 ELSE.....
SO I COULD GET CLOSE 2 HER....
JUST 2 SAY HI...

I WOULD TRADE 10 YEARS OF MY LIFE...
JUST 2 BE WITH HER .....
FOR ONLY A MINUTE....

AND FINALLY.....
I WISH I HAD PHONE CREDIT.....
COZ I NO MORE EDI!!!!!!!!...LOL.....

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The Boy & Girl...(part two)....

Alright....
Here's the ending to the story....


The Boy tried to find out who the Girl liked....
he asked everyone....
Her friends......
His friends.....
finally one of Her friends told him about the Girl's crush....

Once he knew ....
He knew he had 2 give up....
It just was't worth wasting his time.....

One day he finally asked th girl about her crush....
She was surprised tat the Boy knew about her crush...

and guess wat she said.....
She said the crush was H.I.S.T.O.R.Y.....

The Boy Leaped wif Joy....
YIPPEE!!!!
The Boy had a chance.....

so the boy asked the Girl out....
This time different answer....
wait till form 2 ......

So all the Boy has 2 do is 2 wait la....
YIPPEE!!!!!!!

About Myself....

Hi Everybody......

If U R Seeing This Blog......Than congrats.....u ve just been THE MOST EXCiting BLOG EvA!!!

.....No La ....Jus Kiddin oni.
...About Me(i dun wanna tell u about the normal stuff... too borin').....

Im Just Ur AveraGe Boy ,Relative or friend.........and if u love me........I can also be ur Boyfriend......if ur interested...............No la ....jus kiddin'..

I enjoy PlAYING DRuMs.......Im a pro........second to darrel la(my Friend).......(just to clear things out..........i learn all of the instruments at my church.....and i learn bass .....not guitar......theres a diff......)
I Have a LOTTA NAMES.....SOME OF THE EXAMPLES......................

SEAN......(u all know wan la.....).............
......Goh Ke Xun.....(u all also know la.....duh....)..............
..........Goh Ke Zoo(the teacher pronounce my name wrong.....wat can i do....)..............
..............Mr.Smile(teacher say i smile a lot.....no matter wat happenes i always seem to smile....thats y lo....)...............

...............and MANY MANY MORE..........nothing else to add.......first time write blog..........qing duo duo zhi jiao......lol..........

Damn.....

Damn it....



Sometimes life doesn't go the way u want it...


Here's a story......

It happened 2 a boy....
he saw a girl at school....
He knew she was the perfect girl for him....
So he decided 2 think of ways 2 get close 2 her ...
He tried everything...
from asking her phone number...
he even tried 2 like the band she liked...
though he HATed IT!!!!!

this boy was quite shy....
But he finally got her phone number and told her about her feelings....
He waited for a week the answer...coz she told him to do so ....
He waited anxiously ....
But the Final answer was
N....
O......

he asked him why....
why he was rejected...
she replied....
she said she wasn't "ready"(pls continue reading to understand)....
so he just let it slip by ....


for the next months he kept in touch with her....
she seemed that she was ok wif him...
For one more time he asked her if she'd accept her....
she still said no....
same excuse.....not ready....


Then he found out something about her...


She had already been crushing on someone else......
she really liked the other boy....



The news was tragic .....
it broke the boy's heart....
Months of texting.....
Months of trying 2 stay in touch...'
he tried everything....
He changed for her...
he tried 2 be the perfect boy for her....
yet he could'nt get her....

So now the boy feels like he's been a fool...
but he 's still gonna wait for her....


So Tell Me ....
should this boy be scoled coz he's foolish for waiting???
or....
should this boy be praised coz he is loyal in love???