pain wont go .....

Its BeeN so damn long.....

some say its already a year ,.....

i've been through alot....

after what u did 2 me...

after u played me.....

treated me like a toy.....

u lied....

cheated....

stole..(my heart)....

and yet i still found a reason 2 love u ....

I finally had d guts 2 break u off....

stop thinking about u .....

stopped thinking of ways 2 get u back ....

threw away every thought of u .....

i managed 2 barely get u outta my mind....

i did everything....

A-Z....

even changed my tuition just so i wouldnt see u ......

But y....

Y u had 2 come back.....

just when i got rid of u ....

i rid myself of all pain...

i thought i was strong....

and yet.....

all u had 2 do ....

was tell me u also had changed tuiton .....

changed 2 same place....

and all of a sudden ....

The pain came back....

and hurt even more knowing that i wasted all my strength just 2 be hurt again.....

am i cursed with this ?

only destined 2 love but not be loved...?

u hit me.....

where it hurts most....

my fatal flaw.....

my undying passion......